Cranky Asian

Obviously, I've been cranky recently. I'm just tired, very tired. I hardly get any sleep thinking about all the papers, projects, work, and concert I need to get done exactly in a week. Oh wait, I forgot about finals. Then, I decided to volunteer at UIL competitions hosted by Tech. Should be a good experience though.

I feel bad that I was extremely cranky last night to my boyfriend on the phone. Him knowing me too well by now, when I start saying "whatever" as a comment to everything, means the little Asian is not in good mood. It wasn't all about stress though; I just miss him pretty bad. We didn't get to talk much on the phone these days, because he's sick and tired as I am too. I shouldn't have blamed him for that though, none of them was his fault. I have a tendency of giving him the 'guilt-trip'. Night time (or like before bed time) is the usually the only chance I get to hear from him for that day. So a simple conversation mainly consisting of "Hi", "I'm tired", "I think I'm going to bed", "I feel old", "How was your day", "Bye" conversation kind of crushes the hope of talking to my boyfriend for the first and last time of the day. I know I'm such a baby. (I secretly wait for his call...lol). [Stress+cranky+missing him = baby]. I never really told him, but talking to him makes up for not seeing him often. [Long distance relationship = way too challenging for me].


Tonight is one of two concerts that I will be participating for the last time as a member of Texas Tech University Choir. Still hasn't hit me yet, but I already know that I'm going to miss these activities eventually. No matter how crazy the schedule is sometimes (eating away my life at some point), I love being on stage and making great music.

Wish me luck for rest of the weekend!