So contradicting?

I am happy that time is going fast. It means I get to graduate soon (May 15!) with a bachelor's degree. It also means that I get to have a real summer having nothing to do [that's a total lie, actually]. What I am most happy is that I get to hang out with my family and brother often. 

What I am not happy about time going too fast is that I don't have enough time for school and work. I got several research paper and projects to present with so little time to do it. I was surprised that last day of school is May 4th. So much to do, but so little time. I wish time had slowed down just a little bit. 

Am I too contradicting with a concept of time?