So...it is happening again. It has been days again that we have this brief and almost-too-general conversations on the phone. Could I be expecting too much out of this relationship? I'm simply not sure whether I enjoy this phenomenon going for days. He always choose to call me right before he goes to bed...when he is most tired [couldn't he try calling a little earlier?] I think I expect too much out of a hard working man.
Is he trying to avoid me? Am I annoying him? Are we growing apart? I don't know. I worry too much. Maybe I should give him a break. Ok, I should stop being irrational.
I just need to be more patient and more laid-back about things like this. Perhaps I just miss him terribly. Plus, hearing a tired man's voice makes me feel helpless about the relationship I'm in. Actually, I feel helpless most of the time. I haven't seen him a little more than a month now [and going...].
It's really funny watching myself turn all irrational over a phone conversation. I suppose this is what long distance does to a missing-her-boyfriend girl. Sorry for anyone reading this irrational posting.
Good night...talk to you tomorrow. I'm going to continue reading Alan Greenspan book so I can be back to rational.
P.S. I miss you :(
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