Sleepless…me

I never quite understood myself the reasoning behind my insomnia. When everyone is asleep, I’m wide awake. Ironically, when everyone is up & active, I am yet in my own little dream world.

I suppose I like the peaceful surroundings. I like the silence in the house & the world, quite possibly, because that means I do whatever I want without questionings & influences from the others.

It’s quite tragic to wake up at 2 in the afternoon finding out everybody had eaten breakfast already & they’re already doing things. Me…I would be barely awake.

I realize that this needs to change, especially knowing that I have certain obligation towards work & school sooner than I’d hope, whether I like that schedule or not.

I’m going to attempt waking up in the morning (late morning) to go work out since the gym, on Sundays, closes at 2pm. But then, I kept promising myself to be awake around that time but never really proved to others that I can.

By the way, it is 3 am now. Perhaps I should try falling asleep. After all, I am girl who loves to sleep (…ironically).

I imagine that once I am in that system of repetitive schedules, I will be forced to oblige & eventually lose the insomnia. Just a theory, though. I did survive college with this terrible insomnia.

If you’re reading this right now, why are you still awake at this time?