A daunting discovery

It’s 1:35am & I made a baffling, unintended discovery. I know, how random.

I just realized that exactly two months from today is the first day of graduate assistantship work at UNT’s Discovery Park (or Research Park, whatever you call it). It may be so unnecessary thinking about it, but I am certainly developing mixed emotions of excitement & nervousness.

Actually, I am building an anxiety for grad school in general. Having no one in my family that gone through grad school of any sort, I am rather nervous & wonder if I will do good. I have every confidence that I will learn my way up, just like how it was with college. I want to do better than college, that’s all.

I guess I am more panicked by a sudden realization that I have accomplished nothing since graduation. I remember very clearly how I was writing personal statements for grad school last summer. This summer, so far, has been rather unproductive. I intended on accomplishing many things, though. Maybe it’s time to get my act together & out from the laziness.

Summer 2010, I really want to…

Workout everyday

Read books as I have recently found out I’m not much of a literature-type…I like applied knowledge. [No wonder, why I avoided books for a long time.]

Cook more for the family

&

Clean out the desk that is accumulated 8 years of junk

 

Not much of an extraordinary plan; I figured this will be my last long summer break until…I retire.

 

P.S. – With boyfriend in Malaysia for a month, no broadband internet connection & half around the world, I feel like I have NO boyfriend because I’m not expecting a call or anything from him until July. Ha ha.